Went for a scholarship event today, Hahas of course my results aren't that good to receive the invitation, my classmate could bring someone along, so I offered to accompany her and gain some exposure.
Someone with quite good set of results can have the arrogance to only apply for one uni. And was complaining about the hefty sum of tution fees to pay. But didn't bother to apply for scholarship because to that someone, someone feels there was no chance.
who cares what the person feels. But at least this talk made me realise something just like what the Korea trip had on me.
DREAMS. Yes my realistic and materialistic dreams. I wish to fulfil them. I wish to gain that happiness. Honestly im not worried for my uni fees, because I know my mother has planned and prepared for it. Thanks mama. Im more worried of the results though. Will I get to see what I long for at the end of the day? Will I step on the path I planned for myself?
There's a uncertainty but hopefully so :)
振作了就没事了。像个傻孩子无理取闹，该回到现实又险恶的世界了。